Okay. Having philosophical discussions on journal entries was a stupid idea. I should have known.
Many of the comments were very good, inspiring, wise, thought-provoking, i loved it.
On the other hand, many comments were just cliche teenage answers that drive me up a tree.
Plus I can never finish reading all the comments in these journals cause there's like 500 of em, and my brain starts hurting after like 10.

But yea, no more philosophical discussions. But I do enjoy sharing couple of wisdoms I learn every now and then.
I was reading Confucius Analects the other day, great book. tons of awesome confucius quotes.
People boil Confucius down to their fortune cookie level. if only they knew who the heck they were dealing with... -_-
"Do not be concerned about whether or not others know you; be concerned about whether or not you know others."
After reading this quote I thought about how much I knew about my friends and family, and i concluded: definitely not enough.
I still care way too much about myself.
Also, I am going back to my old habits of thinking about my past.
Why can't I ever let go of my past? Is it something worth dwelling upon?
If I was offered a chance to go back to whatever part of my life and re-live it, I would most definitely take the offer.
The day I am able to refuse that offer without an instant of hesitation would be the day of my metamorphasis.
I wonder if that day will ever come. hmm.

As much as I love thinking about life and it's issues, I hate it. because i can never end up with a clear answer.
The only thing absolute that I know of is God. and He wouldn't give me any answers. -_-
But oh well. If God sees it best to not give us all the answers, then it must be THE best solution.

BLAH.
Enough thinking. I am ready for summer.


:::::NEWS concerning Naruto Eledia:::::
Okay! It is year 2008! wow, can't believe 1/4 of it is already gone..!!
I promised to release Eledia in 2008. Still not sure when exactly.
School's seriously a killer, and with the final exam season comin up. whoo.
yeaaa. I really don't know what's gonna happen at this point, so don't ask.
everything is so unclear!!
anywho, when i finally DO launch the Eledia project, I'd probably start back commissions as well.
so until then, no commissions, no requests, and please just draw your darn pics yourself. -_-

PS. For my fanmanga Naruto Eledia, the name of the evil group has been decided to be Boshoku. yaaay